Today at exactly 3.10 i was liberated. I have finished my O levels!!! However unlike many ppl i know i do not feel like celebrating. I do not know why tough. I guess it does not mean a big deal for me, i had approached the exams as part and parcel of life, as something important which had to be done , unkike many ppl who saw it as pergatory which they had to face even they did not want to - not to mention not prepared for. I do not know weather my approach was good and bad but all i know is that it is all over.
Truth be told even tough faced it as part and parcel of life , i was still FREAKED OUT!!! There were numerous sleepless nights and anxiety breakdowns at the corner of the room rolled up like a ball crying ....
I was worried,scared and wondered how much a failure i was and then i saw the bright part of life at least t was going to finish soon and i would be free. Yet now i do not feel anything. I am bored. I am lost . I am confused what to do. and now confused what to write about. So now i bet u Adeiou
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