Today at exactly 3.10 i was liberated. I have finished my O levels!!! However unlike many ppl i know i do not feel like celebrating. I do not know why tough. I guess it does not mean a big deal for me, i had approached the exams as part and parcel of life, as something important which had to be done , unkike many ppl who saw it as pergatory which they had to face even they did not want to - not to mention not prepared for. I do not know weather my approach was good and bad but all i know is that it is all over.
Truth be told even tough faced it as part and parcel of life , i was still FREAKED OUT!!! There were numerous sleepless nights and anxiety breakdowns at the corner of the room rolled up like a ball crying ....
I was worried,scared and wondered how much a failure i was and then i saw the bright part of life at least t was going to finish soon and i would be free. Yet now i do not feel anything. I am bored. I am lost . I am confused what to do. and now confused what to write about. So now i bet u Adeiou
Bye
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Monday, November 21, 2005
Exams
Well once again i am here on the same day. Taught of talking about exams. Seriously speaking i am totally against the idea of examinations, how can ones true inteligence be measured by 1 hour or 2 hours, like one is studying all year round all to be tested for 2 hours or less, wat if all that u studied for did not come out??? A very good example Being that of the sas excuse for a humanities hod who could not even spot one decent topic.
Well speaking about s.s. i spent 3 fucking weeks preparing for it, every single page of the topics "supposedly" coming out was memorised, and not even one second wasted n the other topics, all to find that whatever i studied did not come out...this is thereofre not a test of inteligence but a downright fellony...if the moe of sg had a brain for all i care, they would have put some serious thiinking in their subject syllabuls and not give a large myraid of topic and boil all of it down to 3 topic for essays!!!
Anyway s.s was the only dissapointment of the Oz so i will say that i have no regrets especially for bio today wa so uplifting one thing about Cabridge ocntrolled exams are its practicality , they do not fluctuate and stick to a predictable plan. Evrey question is repeated in one way or another making revision more predictable and less pergatory like. However if you take one subject with moes grip stucked deeply into it like the devils control like s.s u get chaos and well crap. AS shown in the previous paragraph.
Well this is all i can say about exams withou going and and defouling the edu system and putting myslef in any govt problems lol...
Peace out
Well speaking about s.s. i spent 3 fucking weeks preparing for it, every single page of the topics "supposedly" coming out was memorised, and not even one second wasted n the other topics, all to find that whatever i studied did not come out...this is thereofre not a test of inteligence but a downright fellony...if the moe of sg had a brain for all i care, they would have put some serious thiinking in their subject syllabuls and not give a large myraid of topic and boil all of it down to 3 topic for essays!!!
Anyway s.s was the only dissapointment of the Oz so i will say that i have no regrets especially for bio today wa so uplifting one thing about Cabridge ocntrolled exams are its practicality , they do not fluctuate and stick to a predictable plan. Evrey question is repeated in one way or another making revision more predictable and less pergatory like. However if you take one subject with moes grip stucked deeply into it like the devils control like s.s u get chaos and well crap. AS shown in the previous paragraph.
Well this is all i can say about exams withou going and and defouling the edu system and putting myslef in any govt problems lol...
Peace out
The "Blog" Phenomenon
Hello again , well i have been bitten by the "blogger" bug. Now i can see what is the facination of this multi million user site thingi haha. It is a inbuilt human "urge" if you will say to read and tell other ppl stories about ur life, its something like the old granama theory. And with increasing modernisation, technonisation(?) etc ,more ppl find it easier to express their thoughts, emotions thru typing(strange is it not)...
Kind to think of it blogging is somewhat like a diary but less personal (you are not going ot say whose boobs are more sexier on a blog now, would you?) It is like mentioned before, a diary where you want to tell people wat u r thinking wat r ur toughts ur emotions etc but not personally to their face... Now i can see why those racist bloggers did what they did, they felt some urge to show their hedious side but did not know where to vent it, hence the blog. But it was still rather stupid of them to do what they did, like hello u r in singapore the bloody govt is up ur arse wherever u turn ( not even the sexpo can be carried out without thier...((protect myself sensor))))
Anyway there was my rough idea of the blogign phenomenon and i know that many ppl share my view... what do u think...(i'm desperate for comments haha)
Peace out
P.S TALKIng about talking here is a beautiful clip of Ms "Beauty beyond beuaty" Rai talking to Ms "most wonderful chat show host" Oprah...haha..
Kind to think of it blogging is somewhat like a diary but less personal (you are not going ot say whose boobs are more sexier on a blog now, would you?) It is like mentioned before, a diary where you want to tell people wat u r thinking wat r ur toughts ur emotions etc but not personally to their face... Now i can see why those racist bloggers did what they did, they felt some urge to show their hedious side but did not know where to vent it, hence the blog. But it was still rather stupid of them to do what they did, like hello u r in singapore the bloody govt is up ur arse wherever u turn ( not even the sexpo can be carried out without thier...((protect myself sensor))))
Anyway there was my rough idea of the blogign phenomenon and i know that many ppl share my view... what do u think...(i'm desperate for comments haha)
Peace out
P.S TALKIng about talking here is a beautiful clip of Ms "Beauty beyond beuaty" Rai talking to Ms "most wonderful chat show host" Oprah...haha..
My First Blog
A new page for a new life. In three days time i will finish my O levels. Fear,anxiety are words which do not begin to describe the feeling i had siting for the papers. Now with it coming to a rapid close, i stop and wonder what i have accoplished, wat i have done and wat i am going to do????
These past four years in sas was fun,fucked up, exciting and boring. There were regular highs and lows(more lows then highs)- and more bastards met then i can count on one hand. Education wise i think i have accheived , compared to my dreadfully awful PSLE results my current ones are perfect. I STILL cannot believe that i got second in class for prelims, but wats the use its abouve 20 still and the only place i can go for 3 monts is MI and that is *.. so i have to decide wat to do. Slacking sound good for a while but the immediate effect of having fun while slacking will last 2-3 weeks tops after that boredom will set in and i will be one dull blob walking up and down my house like one ghost. So predicament number one, is wat i am going to do.
Number two on my lists of predicaments is Grad night. What am i going to wear??? I taught of wearing this cool shirt i got in India its white and has some cool designs on the sleeves, i also taught of wearingt this coat and tie, also there is the jeans and tshirt, cant c to make my mind up tough.Anyway why am i boring you with all this crap. Altough i am open to suggestions.
For now i go to go . Have to study physics and practice shading(oas) lol...
AUREVOIR
P.S LEAVING YOU WITh a wonderful clip to relieve you of all the crap u just read.
These past four years in sas was fun,fucked up, exciting and boring. There were regular highs and lows(more lows then highs)- and more bastards met then i can count on one hand. Education wise i think i have accheived , compared to my dreadfully awful PSLE results my current ones are perfect. I STILL cannot believe that i got second in class for prelims, but wats the use its abouve 20 still and the only place i can go for 3 monts is MI and that is *.. so i have to decide wat to do. Slacking sound good for a while but the immediate effect of having fun while slacking will last 2-3 weeks tops after that boredom will set in and i will be one dull blob walking up and down my house like one ghost. So predicament number one, is wat i am going to do.
Number two on my lists of predicaments is Grad night. What am i going to wear??? I taught of wearing this cool shirt i got in India its white and has some cool designs on the sleeves, i also taught of wearingt this coat and tie, also there is the jeans and tshirt, cant c to make my mind up tough.Anyway why am i boring you with all this crap. Altough i am open to suggestions.
For now i go to go . Have to study physics and practice shading(oas) lol...
AUREVOIR
P.S LEAVING YOU WITh a wonderful clip to relieve you of all the crap u just read.
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